well, i just wanted to write this for quite sometime,
but after i had read some Comic,yes you've heard me, comic.
i now firm with my answer for you, my friends.
there's this rare chance i had a drink with my this new friends one to one due to some so call 'men's talk night'. but it turn out to be a lesson/educational session rather than a drinking night. and some certain part of it really gimme a big slap in my face, and hit me real hard. my confidence crumble as soon i left the pub, while i did went to seek my best friend for counseling after i left the pub, but she's just too busy till i have no chance to speak off.
i drill my head for all the thing that my friend told me, it's just keep whirl and spining in my head that come to this extend whatever i do, i did i felt it's crap and wrong. but in fact, I'm wrong that i think it's wrong....
well, undeniably, i would say some certain part of it is totally true and i'm totally agree to it, but that's the working and life part. i do give a big review on my job, career path, and behavior. and i'm trying to changing it, yall might not aware, but let's gimme a few year time and you'll see.
back to the part when you say i'm immature, and still behave and live like a youngster who is about 17-18 yrs old. YES, i'm, i admit that i'm immature. and YES, i love Jamming, i love ROCK this big family of music genre. but... after thinking for it quite sometime, it's not actually what's stopping me to grow up but instead it's something that push me forward from what i once am. if without it, yes, i might be a totally different good man or total worst ass-hole. but i'm glad it turn me to be who i'm now. i believe you too have your fav music to listen or stick with which will relief/express you from your emotion, maybe you never play a instrument or know nothing about jamming, but u're a artistic person too, you know the feeling. (or maybe you're just force to learn dance)
Rock music and jamming is something that my passion live within,
you might say it's something to Dream level for being my age still loving it.
but seriously what's the big deal of doing it?
you too drink, does it solve your problem? no, and neither do milk.
you too smoke, does it solve your problem? no, neither eating.
i'm pretty sure you've your own hobby and passion in life and you'll want to do it so much, perhaps like sex?
it's totally a pathetic IF you don't have one [i mean hobby].
i'm glad i had it, and i'm sad i'm not doing it much enough.
oh yeah, regarding Melvin, i don't think that he's being in love of DJ spining, scratching or mixing is waste of time. but i do felt sad that he don't have a proper job. yall might think he'll never make it, but did yall believing in he'll make it?(correct me if i'm wrong if yall did believe him). i never underestimate one who love their passion, hobby so much even if they fail big time and they're still doing it. this is what touch me lately.....
if you've never been at the bottom, you can't get to the top... if you've never been to the right, you can't go to the left... if you've never lost hope, you can't understand what is truly important...
---- Jim walsh
i'm impressed when you talk about those proposal you had done, i'm definitely not yet come to that business mind level yet. or would i say that's you pursue? that's really great thing to be, but you said it's not working forward as you can't find a invester. if you've spent so much time in drilling the project, i don't think it's that hard for you to find a invester, did you try?i believe it will turn out to be a great project, and i definitely will be one of your pioneer regular customer.
but hey man, i'm really really glad i have this session with you that night, you've open up yourself willing to talk to me that much ever. it hit me hard, and you youself have gimme a very good example what to learn, and what to not to be same like you.
thanks man.
i'm a person who love Rock music, to put it simple...
i will head banging to it until i unable to do so.
i will try to play or jam with whoever as long as there's same interest..
that's me, immature ? yes.
Rock FTW.
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